I stand on Sunday mornings and sometimes I sing and sometimes I just listen. Sometimes I just don't have it in my to open my mouth. I prefer to hear the other voices, because that sound is holier then trying to force my own voice to join in.
Sometimes when I sing or listen it touches a place deep within where emotions sit. And I choke them back.
Worship is hard, because it is intimate. I struggle with intimate, so I struggle with worship.
Worship is beautiful, because it leads to deep places in our souls.