I stand on Sunday mornings and sometimes I sing and sometimes I just listen. Sometimes I just don't have it in my to open my mouth. I prefer to hear the other voices, because that sound is holier then trying to force my own voice to join in.
Sometimes when I sing or listen it touches a place deep within where emotions sit. And I choke them back.
Worship is hard, because it is intimate. I struggle with intimate, so I struggle with worship.
Worship is beautiful, because it leads to deep places in our souls.

Worship is beautiful!
ReplyDeleteBeautiful honesty! I've had those same types of moments during worship services too. Isn't it wonderful that God accepts us as we are.
ReplyDeleteYes, this is how I found myself at church on Sunday. The words were just too close to home for me to sing so I allowed others to mouth the words I couldn't. Good FMF, glad I stopped by! Keep writing!
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