tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3729655122704904090.post231765117538792721..comments2023-07-18T11:30:51.885-04:00Comments on Praise The Lord & Pass The Calgon: Hiding, Heroes, and DeathKarmen M.http://www.blogger.com/profile/06808722278501574962noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3729655122704904090.post-86594513618087078252010-11-27T11:50:33.901-05:002010-11-27T11:50:33.901-05:00i know you will see the sunshine someday again. yo...i know you will see the sunshine someday again. your too brave to not! cry, all you want baby girl. hide too. there is a Someone who is holding you... rest in His arms, and don't beat yourself up for it.. i just love you bunches and bunches..kellyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17064303035049801633noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3729655122704904090.post-253573086855217832010-11-23T17:57:54.685-05:002010-11-23T17:57:54.685-05:00I, too, am so sad that you fight darkness, Littleb...I, too, am so sad that you fight darkness, Littlebitograce. I so appreciate your waking up and praying for Karmen so often last night. <br /><br />I, too, Sweetheart Karmen, as you know so well have fought off depression. Also, as you know, I would have welcomed death several times in my life. When I worked at SPU I became acutely aware that I, too, have had a terrifying experience in my life. An incident brought that out. It then would be just past consciousness; almost to my conscious mind, but just past my ability to grab it with my conscious mind. I am sooooo glad that you are beginning to be able to analyze your shadow and darkness. How I want that we could have kept you from all of this, yet had no real knowlege anything had gone on (and certainly no proof, just a feeling that both your Dad and I felt privately, then shared with each other). Sadly, no proof to go after anyone legally, or preknowlege or premonition to have kept you away from harm before it happened.Kathynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3729655122704904090.post-13985931130835213292010-11-23T12:16:13.919-05:002010-11-23T12:16:13.919-05:00Thank you for praying for me. I really appreciate...Thank you for praying for me. I really appreciate all the prayers that people are sending up for me. I completely understand what you are saying about death. It makes sense to me. I am sorry that you fight with darkness.Karmen M.https://www.blogger.com/profile/06808722278501574962noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3729655122704904090.post-36924924964297159512010-11-23T10:20:44.186-05:002010-11-23T10:20:44.186-05:00i didn't sleep well last night and each time i...i didn't sleep well last night and each time i woke, i prayed for you. i've been wrestling with wanting to die again, as a way of escape, not that i'm actually suicidal right now. that doesn't seem to make sense, but like you i have so much to live for. i continue to pray for you as i understand darkness too well. *hugs* and faraway prayers.alittlebitogracehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15877901425923760323noreply@blogger.com